What In The Kundalini?

In 2019ish going into 2020 I began to see orbs. You know, like those flying circles you find in certain photos. I only saw this phenomenon on two occasions, but the crazy thing is, I didn’t just catch them on my camera, I saw these bright blue balls of light with my own eyes in real time. Seeing these out of world flying balls of light sent me on a research frenzy where I started researching everything and anything that could make sense of what I was seeing. I mean I literally researched aliens, spirits, angels, interdemential beings, and so much more. I became almost obsessed because I wanted to know what exactly I was seeing and why it was following me.

The first time I saw a blue orb, I was out to eat with my dad celebrating him being one year free of cancer. I went to go take a picture of him and this bright blue orb flew past the photo quick enough to be almost on the other side of the room once I was able to lay eyes on it and slow enough to be caught on camera. I followed this bright blue circle as long as I could until it disappeared. I immediately turned to my dad asking if he saw what I saw. He said he didn’t, but he noticed the flash from the camera was extra bright. I looked down at the photo and sure enough, the orb was caught on camera, almost like it wanted to be seen. I went to bed that night thinking continuously about what I just saw.

The second time this bright blue ball of light showed up was when I moved into my first apartment with my now husband Jimmy. We were so excited to move in just the two of us that we started to take a little vlog of the apartment. I walked out onto my back porch and sure enough the orb was back, but there was two this time. Side by side, the orbs flew directly Parrell from one another. My husband was with me at the time and I turned to him to ask to see if he saw what I saw. He said he saw something coming at him and ducked out of the way but he wasn’t sure what it was. Luckily we got the image again on my camera. I don’t like sharing the video publicly because it weirdly means a lot to me and it was just a very intimate experience. I will share a still shot of the two orbs on the cover page just to give you an idea of what I’m talking about.

About a year later, I was awakened in the middle of the night with this very intense energetic feeling starting at my feet and rising slowly. When the energy got to my heart, I felt like a brick was laying on my chest and I was afraid I was having a heart attack. This inner knowing and thought came into my head during this vey odd process and the word kundalini kept popping into my head. I couldn’t remember what that was so once This feeling stopped I immediately decided to pick up my phone and google it. To my Suprise, its something that people seek out, and will very rarely spontaneously happen. Kundalini energy is described as coiled up spiritual energy that lays dormant at the bottom of everyone’s spine, and once awakened can put you through a spiritual awakening bursting open all your chakras at once and highering your vibration. This was Day 1 of the strangest experience of my life.

Day 3…A few days later, I’m laying in my bed and all the sudden all the cells in my lower extremities start to shake. I thought maybe I was having a seizure, but odd enough it was only happening in my lower extremities, not anywhere else. I also never lost consciousness. I started googling what was happening and all I could come up with is that the root chakra was being cleared out. The root chakra is the chakra located at the bottom of your spine and usually carries your deepest fears and childhood trauma. This lasted for about a half hour then stopped. I went to bed and just kind of went about my life.

Day 5.. I started getting very intense stomach cramping and diarrhea. I was going to the bathroom pretty frequently. It was starting to make sense in terms of chakras.. Night one started in the root chakra and now the kundalini energy has made its way up to the solar plexus. This was it’s way of clearing and cleansing the sacral and solar plexus. I tried drinking a lot of water to help combat any dehydration. This lasted all day, but I knew after reading religiously about kundalini energy is that it has to make its way up through the crown chakra which is located at the top of the head. So I just again went about my normal routine until all symptoms passed.

Day 7.. This chakra I was dreading because I didn’t want to have to feel any physical issues within my heart. It wasn’t too bad but I did feel a very intense heaviness in my chest and left arm. Don’t worry, I had a normal heart rate and rhythm. If it wasn’t normal, I would have went into the hospital. I kept feeling my left arm go cold and then really warm. I also felt my hands feel like energy was coming out of them. I think this was sort of a precursor to me doing hands on healing work. I laid there breathing deeply into the areas that felt heavy in my chest. I would have moments where I would cry uncontrollably as this chakra was being cleared out. Once this chakra was cleared, I felt immediate relief. This chakra was definitely the most intense chakra to open.

Day 10… I woke up in the middle of the night because I felt like my jaw needed to move around. My neck and jaw just started to move in slow circular motions. I even felt my tongue doing the same movement. I kind of just allowed this to happen because strangely enough, I always felt extremally calm during these experiences. I know from an outsiders perspective, it might sound really scary and creepy, but it just felt so normal to me. It’s hard to describe, but it almost felt good. So I just continued to patiently wait until the experience passed. After the odd movements ended, I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, but the strangest thing happened. I wasn’t just seeing the back of my eyelids anymore, I was seeing a bunch of little eyes opening in what looked like the top of a temple. I kind of freaked out and opened my eyes. I felt like I was going crazy. I knew my third eye was beginning to open, but I didn’t feel quite ready for that to happen. Something about seeing things that other people couldn’t see, really freaked me out.

Day 12… I felt my body come to a very highly charged up point. It was almost like someone plugged my body into a very highly charged outlet. I was extremely sensitive to People, places, and hobbies that I used to enjoy. I could immediately tell if something was bad for me because it left me extremely ill after. Alcohol was probably the worst. If I had a half glass of wine, I would feel like I was going to die for like 3 days. I knew that this was a sign. I needed to be more careful with this very highly charged body. I began eating and drinking very clean, and trying to expose myself to very healthy practices because it really almost wasn’t an option. I started to go through a bit of a depression because I was afraid that I was losing my identity and was also afraid I was going to lose all my friends too. I knew this new me wasn’t going to be in the category of “fun” necessary. I knew I had good friends but I didn’t know how I could explain this to them without sounding like a total nut job. I mean even I thought it was a little crazy, but the experiences were so real that I knew I wasn’t crazy and that they happened. I started settling into this new normal, and that’s when I started to realize my body was capable of channeling energy. I will go further into that in the next blog, but Thats pretty much how my energy healing journey began!